Begin Again

I have begun a new phase of my life. And I’m pretty excited about it. Also, a bit apprehensive.

After years of being a stay-at-home mother and homeschooling jack-of-all-trades, I am now adding  “official college student” to my repertoire. It started when my eldest child left for college.

I don’t mean started attending college. He started that while he was still at home. I mean he left the building, left the house, left the city.

I took a long look at the rest of the kids and started calculating their dates of departure in my head. And I’ll admit it, I was filled with happiness at their success and filled with a sense of dread at the prospect of hours and hours of free time. I mean, crafting is fun but, all day long?

I don’t know about that.

I didn’t want to be that mom. You know, the mom that falls apart when her children leave. Although, truthfully, I’ve never met this mythical person. But I didn’t want to be her. I started thinking about what I wanted to do and I kept coming back to the same idea in different forms.

Teach. I want to teach or train or instruct.

However, even though I have been teaching my own children for the last 17 plus years. And even though I have been a trainer at the Boy Scouts for the past 7 plus years. And even though I have trained adults at Toastmasters for 3 years. It seems I am not qualified to teach young adults at the community college level without a Master’s Degree. (If you are not reading the sarcasm in those statements, please go back and read it while rolling your eyes and sighing loudly. You will get the idea of how I felt.)

I strongly believe in creating your own way in the world and that everyone should be constantly learning new things in their own way. However, in this case, I am toeing the line and following the directions that are required in order to earn a Master’s Degree at our local state university.

And even though I am older than some of the instructors who are teaching me. Even though I am almost double the age of most of the other students.  And even though I am quite confident that I would be able to teach the beginning composition classes that I want to teach right now with the skills I already have, I am following the rules and  seeking my Master’s Degree.

I have completed my first semester and, like other students, I am reveling in my summer break. So during this summer break, I will be posting all the different craft projects that I have completed and am working on.

Until next fall when classes start again.

Then I’ll be posting all the projects I will be working on while procrastinating on my homework.




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